Just to keep track.  Reading books is basically the only thing I do now.  I barely watch movies these days. I started reading again last May! =)  I'm happy to have wallowed myself once more in the joy of reading.

Read:
1. Middlesex by Jeffrey Eugenides
2. Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
3. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee
4. Mary, Mary by James Patterson
5. The Hobbit by J.R.R. Tolkien
6. Playing for Pizza by John Grisham
7. Wicked by Gregory MaGuire
8. The Giver by Lois Lowry

Re-read:
1. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone
2. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
3. Harry Potter and the Prizoner of Azkaban
4. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
5. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
6. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince
7. harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (only Dobbymade me cry this time haha)

 I promise to be more productive from now on. Uhm. So yeah.  It sucks really when so many things are happening with other people's lives and nothing is happening with yours.  Actually, I really wouldn't mind it if people aren't so inquisitive about my erm, unemployment. And I really hope you wouldn't laugh it off as nothing because it's a big deal for me . Ok.

•  Cook something, anything
• Finish at least three books before I say goodbye to my depression stage
• Write a LOT. Everyday.
• Perfect my grammar. Joke.
• Exercise exercise exercise. Lose a flab or two. or all of it.
• Print out pictures. LOTS of it.
• Learn a new software. Adobe Illustrator?
• Learn CSS. Or understand it at the very least.
• Accomplish all I need to accomplish (i.e. NBI clearance, SSS, etc.)
• Organize laptop files. Clean desktop!
• Practice photoshop?
• Practice using Pooch more. Try out the two other lenses. Sayang eh. :(
• Learn a new language. Annyonghaseyo!
• Clean out my closet.

And that's it I guess. I wish to accomplish at least half of it. I feel so depressed, I don't even get it.

 I want to eat anything I want. I want to eat cheesy lasgna, pepperoni pizza, isaw, and mami. I want to see the people I love and sing our throats out all night.  I want  laugh until I cry. I want to talk non-stop.  I want to feel blessed and I want to feel loved.

I want to spend whole day with you.  We planned nothing else. Please do not back out on me now.

Tomorrow's my brithday and I just want to feel happy that I'm alive.  Happy and thankful. Not sad and bitchy.

Yay Yay Yay! :)))) 

Sayang di ka man lang umabot ng one year.T__T At di mo man lang inabot grad ko. :((  Pero naging pahamak ka, blog. D: Kaya di na lang muna ulit ako magba-blog. Hahaha.  Na-trauma ako. Pinaiyak mo ko. Hahaha! :D  Pero thank you sa pinagsamahan. :) naging hingahan kita ng acad, lovelife, family, etc problems. :P

Annyong~~

Goodbye for now.

// Nakakatuwa lang kahit hindi nag-a-apply ang lahat ng 'to sa lahat ng tao. :D

Textbook Statistics
Arkaye Kierulf

On average, 5 people are born every second and 1.78 die.
So we’re ahead by 3.22, which is good, I think.

The average person will spend two weeks in his life
waiting for the traffic light to change.

Pubescent girls wait two to four years
for the tender lumps under their nipples to grow.

So the average adult has over 1,460 dreams a year,
laughs 15 times a day. Children, 385 more times.

So the average male adult mates 2,580 times with five different people
but falls in love only twice in his life—possibly

with the same person. Seventy-nine long years for each of us,
awakened to love in our twenties, so more or less

thirty years to love our two lovers each. And if, in a lifetime,
one walks a total of 13,640 miles by increments,

<i>Where are you headed, traveler?</i>
is a valid philosophical question to pose to a man, I think, along with

<i>Why does the blood in your veins travel endlessly?</i>
( the world, indeed, is a beautiful place. )

Ayokong umasa.
Ayokong umasa.
Ayokong umasa.
Ayokong umasa.
Ayokong umasa,
Syet, Korea.

 

I hate interviews when:

1. The question is longer than the answer;
2. The answer is only one freaking word;
3. The interviewee is a smart a$$; (sorry, that's just the way I feel T_T)
4. The interviewee starts threatening me;
5. The interviewee turns the questions back at me (or questions me);
6. The interviewee challenges my status in life;
7. The interviewer (meT_T) loses her train of thoughts during the interview;
8. The interviewer can't fish for her desired answers.
9. You finally have to transcribe the interviews and you realize how awkward you are. And how you want to redo everything. :|

Working on a weekend sucks. :|

I know  haven't been updating much since school starts but I promise I will update more often now. BECAUSE I'M DONE WITH MY DATA GATHERING.  Ok, so I still am not sure if I still have to go back to the field. I don't know, I've only interviewed 12 people and I'm not quite sure if it's enough. :(

Enough about thesis.  It's the one thing that occupies my daydreams and nightmare.T_T I don't want it to occupy any more space in my blog. Haha. :)  And oh, another reason why I haven't been updating much is because TUMBLR IS EVIL.

Anyway, I'm now all alone at my dorm room. :( My roommate left fo Mt. Province and she wouldn't be back until the end of March. I already miss her.  I don't know. I have a really small group of friends in Elbi and among those friends, I've been friends with Aika the longest. And she's like my outlet when something ticks me off. She's one of those few people who actually listen. And she's also one of those few people who actually believe that I CAN change the world. Go Aika! :)

I've done quite a lot of thinking since wednesday and I can say that it just saddens me.  It just dawned on me that after graduation, I wouldn't be seeing a LOT of people.  That fact has always been out there but it didn't really materialized until my roommate left.  I'm just scared that I wouldn't see these great people after I leave Elbi.  And I'm not just talking about Alex here.

I'm talking about my CDC friends who have shared the same misery of a thesis nightmare, data gathering episodes annoying interviewees, pressworks, photoshoots, editing hundreds of times, ranting about bumbers. and so on and so forth.  I don't know. After grad everyone will get busy finding jobs or even working.  It would be hard to keep in contact with them.

Then there are my dormmates who call me ate even though they're all taller than I am.T_T It's just this sem that we start to bond. I'll miss laughing loudly with them. I'll really really miss hanging out at the dining table. Trying to study while chatting with them. Drinking coffee. Eating dinner. Eating lunch. :( Hanging out at Ayesza and Yomi's room. Laughing loudly so the second floor dormmates woud get jealous because they're not as close as we are. XD But seriously, these kids are so good that I'd love to see them grow. :(

These great people I'd want to be friends forever. (and I'm not even exaggerating)  Five, ten years from now. Would I still be able to talk to them? Would they be there in my wedding? My future child's first birthday. Everything!

TT_______TT

I am so scared of what will happen after grad. I really am not prepared yet. I am too young! XD Haha.

Lalala. Will study now. :(

Dahil tinatamad ako like hell mag-blog, eto na lang muna. HAHA. Tamad na tamad akong gumawa ng kahit ano eh. GRABE.  Wala lang. Nade-depress ako slight.

Tagged. :D

You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY.

1. Do you ever wonder what your ex is up to?
-wala akong ex so wala akong iisipin

2. Have you ever been given roses?
- yes. :D

3. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
- NOTTING HILL. Haha sap.

( T_T )