I planned to write about 18th birthdays and DongBang but I don't know. I suddenly remembered Karla. I just miss her. >.< It's sembreak and we're supposed to meet up but apparently we have no common time. WHAT? I'm just ALWAYS at home. And she's.. I don't know. Partying I guess.
We're supposed to be best friends but we always run out of things to talk about. Well, it's not like that when we talk in person or on the phone. But when we're chatting or texting, it's different. It's like I have nothing to say. It's just sad because I really cannot find anyone like her. Not that I am looking. But sometimes she's the only I one I can truly talk to and she's rarely there. >.< And if she is there, it just gets hard to talk to her. :(
It's weird since communication has always been our problem since we entered college and we never seem to fix it. There were months where we barely talked to each other then months that we talked frequently. We just fail to be consistent. We're always in this love-hate situation with each other. :|
She's going back to Manila on Thursday and we didn't even meet this sembreak. [Her sembreak started last August. While we normal people slave over school work she watches videos of korean boyband on Youtube. How unfair is that??? 3 months sembreak nya! Sarap ng buhay oh. T__T] Anyway, I hope she'd reply or something. We've been out of touch since Saturday and I don't like it one bit. We're supposed to meet on wednesday but I have to go back to Elbi. I hope she's free tomorrow or something. :(
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